Free Range Derangement

by Edmund Hõbe

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03:13
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03:24
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INSTRUMENTS USED:

Danelectro 12-string Electric Guitar (all)
Takamine 12-string Acoustic Guitar (1, 3, 4, 6-8)
Bass Clarinet (2-8)
Flute (2, 4, 6, 8)
Bugle (1, 4)
Piano (1-3, 6-8)
DSI Prophet 08 Analogue Synthesiser (1, 4-8)
Drums (all)
Glockenspiel (1, 2, 4, 7)
Korg Kaoss Pad 2 (all)

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released May 19, 2017

Music written, performed, sung and recorded by Edmund E. J. Hõbe
Recorded piecemeal in Tábua municipality, Portugal throughout November 2016 until April 2017, except the basic tracks for 2 & 3 recorded in May 2016 in Kekava, Latvia.
© ℗ Edmund Hõbe 2017

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Track Name: Normaalvariatsioon
Kulunud narratiiv
ei ole edasiviiv
normaalsus ja väärastus
meelevaldne vastandus

Terve universumi jagu variatsioone
me tunneme sealtmaalt, kui on olnud tsivilisatsioone

Teised mind alati
pidanud ekstsentrikuks
mõistmatu ent siiski
mis teeb minust veidriku

Võibolla mu olemus polegi nii anomaalne
pigem paistan ma olevat omamoodi normaalne

Ootuspärasus eristumises
omapärasust erinevustes
aitab kindlasti rohkem hinnata
aitab kindlasti vähem vihata

Iga mu eelistus
võib teistega kattuda
mu murede kogemus
tuttav võib tunduda

Mu lootused ja hirmud mind pole üksi jätnud
nad kulgevad mõõda liini, mis on ajas pidev-jätkuv

Ei eales pole seadnud
eesmärgiks veider olla
seda staatust alati
teised mulle omistanud

Normist hälbimiseta
edasi minna ei saa
normatiivsus alati
inimesi pidurdanud
Track Name: Metsavalss
Nullsumma-mängud suhetes
nullivad tuju koheselt
kompromissid ahistavad
konformism ajab ahastama

Targem võib anda järele
tugevam ette rüseleb
teistega peab arvestama
teised siiski arvet peavad

selle üle, kuivõrd võõrandunud nad
sel määral, mil parem näib eralduda
kel ei oleks raskeid tundeid olnud seoses inimsuhete tundliku loomuga

Suhtluses peetud võluväeks
suhete kallal nähtud vaev
tõusude mõõnade sari
tõenäoliselt lõpuks karil
See, mida nõuab kollektiiv
see, mida tahab indiviid
tasakaalu kergelt ei sea
tasa-targu välja ehk veab

Inimsuhtlemine väljakutseid täis
inimkohtlemisel karvane näib käis
ime see, kui ühiskonnakorraldust saab õiglasemaks/kas võimalik see, eks näis
Track Name: A Porta Verdadeira (True Door)
Tenho uma esperanca que no futuro os jovens
Nao mais copiaria os modos velhos dos homens
Por que o machismo é uma coisa terrível
Por que ainda fica sustentado, é incrível

Diferenciar entre os sexos nao parece justo
Cada pessoa pode ser delicado ou robusto
Assim parece bom sustentar a igualdade
Por que este ideal é melhor para a humanidade
Track Name: Malignant Narcissist
You say that you're a real nice guy and I am such an arsehole
Well your own comportment doesn't strike me all that nice
You say the only person needing help is me
Mr Anger Management Issue, you better heed your own advice!

Motes in other people's eyes get the beam in yours obscured
Of course you can't take shit when you're so full of horse manure
But my refusal to take your shit made you snap
Harassment and bullying, escalating to vindictive temper tantrum crap!

But many men embody that toxic masculinity
Some have influence beyond their municipality
One of them is making his nation hate again
A leopard cannot change its spots so it carries on hating till is finally slain.
Track Name: Suured egod me ümber
Suured egod kõikjal meie ümber
neist osad isegi on tähtsad poliitikud
teised on lihtsalt iseloomult ülbed
peast põrunud juhmardid või debiilikud

Nad kiired solvuma, sest maailma naba
on see roll, mida kõige enam soovivad nad etendada
jah, kes ei sooviks kiitusest joovastuda
aga vahel ka tuleb lasta kainestada end kriitikal

Milleks küll egole suurus
kui sellele omane haprus
suurusest parem tugevus
ja emotsionaalne vaprus

Ei enesekriitika
eneseaustusega
olema peagi raksus
Tasakaalustamise kunst ja raskus
Track Name: A Curious Condition
If I was told that I shall die
And one last guaranteed wish remained
Then the one thing to satisfy
The one thing for which I would aim

Over here the organ would sit
And a monosynth on top would fit
My drums clockwise to the right
And right there in the opposite sight

My bass clarinet in her case
With the twelve string sharing the space
And the flute would find her own place
And all the signals would have a trace

A common one to the pedal of loops
Then I jump through all the set-up hoops
Once that is done I then sit down
To commence projection of the sounds

These make up the concert just for you
The sound of myself being true
The sound of myself being real
That comes with a mildly strange feel

When I've got the music to play
It's as if it enabled me to stay
The bold and freaky version of self
Unreleased by any other help

This is not about making money
This is not some kind of cunning
Path to world domination
No search for validation

I renounce pleasing others
Via insipid uninspired covers
Just my own original sounds
The drive to project them can't be drowned

You may like what you hear or you may not
But I hope you can see that I'm quite hot
From all the intensity and fire
That's converted by the amplifier

Into all the waves of sound - my last ones
That I play for you before I am done
But no actually I am not dying
But there's one thing for which I am vying

And therein lies my fatal flaw
I want to be loved, that's all!
That desire is such a tease
That's my condition, my art disease!